Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Growing Up.

So, I just reached the end of my junior year. Quite honestly, I can't believe I'm a senior now. It seems like such a big leap from 11th to 12th grade. This is it. The last year of highschool.
I still remember walking into that school my 1st day of eighth grade four years ago, and how much of a nightmare it was. Every year it kept improving, and now I can't even imagine leaving :/ It's exciting, but at the same time terrifying. This is supposed to be the best year of them all, and you have to make it count. Then it's out into college and adulthood and life.

I don't even know what I want to do with my life at this point, and I feel like since a year from now I'll be out of highschool, that I should know. Or at least have an inkling of an idea, you know?

Here are some things I've considered...



-Coffee Shop Owner


But honestly, I really don't know what I want. I do know that I want to get married very, very badly.

So this next year is really going to be crazy. I want to know what my plan is by the end of it. This will be interesting :P


Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Thoughtful Child

This is a poem I found today from one of my old blogs. It's one of my favorites and I hope you guys like it =]

My Inner Child

The older I get, the sadder I seem.
I cuddle with my childhood toys, and hold on
This world seems to be developing such a horrible theme
You're only as good as they make you out to be.
The longer I'm around, the more I realize
Sometimes you need to go back, to move ahead
Rediscover your past, your roots, your dreams
Something silent, that needed to be said.
Beauty, radiance, intelligence, life
Don't come with practice, but with heart
Believe, conquer, observe, love, strive
Do everything you can, to keep your heart and soul alive.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011



Something almost everyone goes through and has to deal with. Something that can either be the most traumatic thing ever or no big deal.

Personally, I always thought the way people reacted when they got dumped was overrated..But now I see it for myself.

It feels like someone took my heart and stuck it in a blender.

You know that saying, "You don't know what you got until it's gone?"

Yup. I'm really feeling that saying right now.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

A New Beginning.

For those of you who have read my blogs before, you know that I start a lot and never continue them. Well, that's pretty much how my life has been. I start something and never know where to go with it.

That's going to change. I'm ready for a new beginning. Not just with my blog, but with my life. We can't wipe away what we did in the past, but we can forgive ourselves and move on.

That's just what I'm going to do :)

I hope you enjoy my blog!