Sunday, October 30, 2011


This is a video about abortion, which I know is a super contraversial topic, but this video has changed a lot of people's minds and made me think of things in a completely different light. Even if you're completely pro-choice you may find this interesting. I am personally a die hard pro-life person, but I'm definitely not trying to force my beliefs on anyone <3


Saturday, October 29, 2011


One of my all time favorite bands, the Cranberries. This is their famous song Zombie which had such an interesting and beautiful video to it I thought I would post it. Enjoy!

Friday, October 28, 2011

Movie Night!

So since I'm spending my Friday night alone in my pajamas I've decided to have a movie night. So I'm going to share with you guys a list some of my top movies just for fun :)

The Man in the Iron Mask

10 Things I Hate About You
Little Miss Sunshine
Dan In Real Life
Pink Floyd: The Wall
Away We Go
Music and Lyrics
What's Eating Gilbert Grape
Edward Scissorhands
Phantom of the Opera
Some Kind of Wonderful
The Breakfast Club
Akeelah and the Bee
Run Lola Run
Almost Famous

Wednesday, October 26, 2011


My favorite contemporary band, right here <3 This song is off their new album which just came out August 16th.


Tuesday, October 25, 2011

New Haircut.

I got a new haircut last week, and I'm suprisingly pleased with it.. Here's the picture I gave to the hair stylist...

And here's my hair..

Slightly different, mostly cause my hair is not quite as thick and long, but I love the cut =]


Sunday, October 23, 2011


This is such an incredibly beautiful performance of this song... <3
I'm sure Lady Gaga has her own special meaning to this song, but when I listen to it I can think of my own meaning to it as well.I relate to this very well. Thank you Lady Gaga, for singing what I can't express in words.


Friday, October 21, 2011

My Window.

The world is different
From the view of a window.
The rain is less harsh
And the cold less bitter.
But the mind should know
That a window is only a wall,
And outside that wall,
The world is not afraid to tear you apart.
You're safer in the window of your heart and mind.
Nothing can touch you there,
You're safe,
Except from yourself.


Monday, October 17, 2011

Always There

God, it's the most beautiful day
Everything radiates Your love

The wind, trees, sunlight, and sky

Have never been quite so alive.

And I know all I do is doubt

That what I believe really exists

But it's days like this

When You surround me

With the glory of the earth.

When I think, how could I be so blind

Not to see your love enveloping me?

You're always there

The clouds and the pain just hide You from my view sometimes.


Thursday, October 13, 2011

Happiness Is the Best Revenge

You know those days where everything is just absolutely incredibly perfect?

Yeah, that was my day today <3

I've missed being happy.


I might not be updating in the next few days because I have 11 hours of show choir rehearsal this weekend D: But I'll try my best.

Oh, and I'm going to start up my story blog :)


Thursday, October 6, 2011

Story Blog..?

Soo, I'm thinking about making a story blog as well. Just as another writing outlet for myself. The thing is, I'm SO busy with homework, colleges, SAT's, and choir.. So I might not update it as much as I would like to, but I'll try my best <3 I just need something really fun in my life :)

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Picking Up the Pieces

Sometimes, when upset the best thing to do is fill life with distractions.

I feel like that's all my life has been lately.

SAT's, applying to colleges, AP classes, show choir, therapy, artwork, singing, taking walks...

I'm so used to having you fill up my life I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

But I'm getting there.

Slowly, I've been filling up this empty hole in my heart that was you with hard work, imagination, prayer, and the people I love who wouldn't ever leave me. In my mind I feel like every time I accomplish something without you I'm picking up a small piece of my heart that you took a baseball bat to this summer.

Maybe it's true.. I really don't need you like I thought I did.

Yes, I miss you.

Yes, I love you more than I ever thought possible.

But that's not enough.

You didn't stay with me like you promised to so many times, you left, when things got tough.

That's life :)

I'm not perfect, but I will be a better person now than I ever was with you.

So thank you for the lessons you taught me the past few years.

I won't ever make a mistake like that again.